前言

45厘米以内¹：

一首生命的残诗²

时空是一种无声的语言³：雨在一直下 哦滴滴答答⁴

I am only interested in the ideas that become obsessive and make me feel uneasy. The ideas that I'm afraid of：关键的脆弱 全然地鲜活 一个无比重要的空间⁵

每一次出场都具有独特的个性，生来有差异：每一个生命体都拥有一个神圣的空间泡泡 仅几人能进入 暂留

美和丑无所谓，最重要是够“嗦”，G点足见你我不同⁸​：​Everybody wants my babe⁹

计划太多，思考太少。一叫思考就假装信号不好，一旦意见不合人已跑¹⁰​：​Yes I can't¹¹

​词语，是试图抽枝的蓓蕾。​是笔在做梦，而白纸，赋予了梦的权利¹²

欢愉始于虫子进入果实，幸福始于渗入刀片与砒霜¹³​：​你怎么舍得我难过¹⁴

重塑体系，自寻出路。摸出一套行之有效的规则，为了我与懂的人服务¹⁵​：​Just beat it¹⁶

光是制造出令人满意的肥皂还不够，还必须诱导大家洗澡¹⁷

​You can do anything in this world if you are prepared to take the consequences：​知道过去已经够糟了 知道未来将是无法忍受的¹⁸

幽默是活着的唯一理由¹⁹​：​故事你真的在听吗²⁰ ~ 🍎

王易易/文

2025.12.20

注：杨欣煜从亲密距离的创伤性测量出发，依靠对不安之物的着魔驱动，在计划与思考的反复中启动笔的自发做梦，用带毒的欢愉作为内核，为自己重塑一套创作的游击战体系，并清醒地面对其传播的困境与个人的后果，最终将一切诉诸于一种直接、拒绝圆满的幽默表达。鉴于她在作品已经表述得非常清晰，无须赘述。因此，我想以残诗为方法论与形态“表演”杨欣煜的作品。如果你愿意，我们将以杨欣煜的亲密关系出发，穿越由存在哲学、行为艺术、经济学、诗学与越界思想所构成的理论浪涌，并在每一个转角处确认创作的时空，想象艺术家神奇的脑回路。

¹ 引自爱德华·霍尔的《隐藏的维度》，伴侣、亲属等亲密关系的距离，陌生人闯入不适

² 改自克尔凯郭尔的《非此即彼》副标题“一个生命的残片”：隐喻现代性生存的断裂性

³ 引自爱德华·霍尔《无声的语言》

⁴ 歌曲《我不可能再等你三年》，唱：Hush不乖/Crybird

⁵ 两句都援引自，玛丽娜·阿布拉莫维奇，后半句：Vulnerability is important. It means we are completely alive and this is an extremely important space.

⁶ 引自孙琳的《重构场域：出场学场域十论》

⁷ 引自爱德华·霍尔的《隐藏的维度》

⁸ 改自马歇尔·杜尚：My idea was to chose an object that wouldn't attract me, either by its beauty or by its ugliness. To find a point of indifference in my looking at it, you see.

⁹ 歌曲《Jealousy》, 唱：Macy Gary

¹⁰ 改自经济学家约瑟夫·A·熊彼特Joseph A. Schumpeter (2013). Capitalism, Socialism and Democracy, p.466, Routledge：We always plan too much and always think too little. We resent a call to thinking and hate unfamiliar argument that does not tally with what we already believe or would like to believe.

¹¹ 引自西班牙艺术家Joan Cornellà

¹² 引自加斯东·巴什拉：A word is a bud attempting to become a twig. How can one not dream while writing? It is the pen which dreams. The blank page gives the right to dream.

¹³ Georges Bataille (1972). “My mother”, Jonathan Cape: Pleasure only starts once the worm has got into the fruit; to become delightful, happiness must be tainted with poison.

¹⁴ 歌曲《你怎么舍得我难过》，唱：黄品源

¹⁵ 引自莫瑞吉尔·卡特兰：I had to reinvent a system, find a way out, and set some rules that could work for me and a few others. I guess in the end that's what we all are trying to do.

¹⁶ 歌曲《Beat it》，唱：迈克尔·杰克逊

¹⁷ 引自经济学家约瑟夫·A·熊彼特的《资本主义、社会主义与民主》

¹⁸ 均引自威廉·毛姆，后半句：It is bad enough to know the past; it would be intolerable to know the future.

¹⁹ 改自马歇尔·杜尚：It's true, of course, humor is very important in my life, as you know. That's the only reason for living, in fact.

²⁰ 歌曲《平凡之路》，唱：朴树